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I live life to the fullest and enjoy the leaps. I will forever have the heart of a child. Wandering around aimlessly, drinking tea, playing mario 64 any time i can , and finding happiness in simplicity are just a few of my favorite things. I find so much beauty in everything that I get overwhelmed at times, I wish everyone would sit down and take it all in once in a while. It's depressing to see how many people disregard all of the immense beauty on this planet. Recently my eyes have been losing their sparkle and sometimes I fail to see the big picture, and with that comes confusion and greed. I want what I want and when I want it, seems to be my attitude on rare occasions. I've been foolishly mislead by people that I thought loved me, because of that I've become a bit bitter over the years, Im still trying to change that but it takes some work. When new people come into the picture I seem to put up this wall to block and keep them from getting to close. The wall only comes down with complete trust. I dont want temporary happiness, I want something true and long lasting. I want someone to prove to me that there really is love out there.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Peter Sellers......

No words can even explain how much I love this man.
I knew him because, I grew up watch the old pink panther movies.
Which by the way are in my eyes the best set of movies ever made, and that Peter Sellers would be rolling over in his grave, at the disgusting and pitiful job they have done re-making them, the thought that they even tried, makes me sick to my stomach , leaving out what a fucking terrible job they did, by the way goddamn them all to hell, if their is such a place.
Basically, this man has caused me to laugh so hard I cry, and gasp for air, countless times.
I celebrate his birth and death, as someone would a holiday.
If you have not seen those movies, watch them as soon as possible, you will thank me.
Peter Sellers I love you, rest in peace.

Saturday, May 1, 2010


I HATE DOCTORS!
so i go to get my blood checked and some shots. my doctor stuck like 20 needles in me. and she said like she kept missing with the blood drawing thing so there was anthor 30 stabs . dude if your a doctor, learn how to give a fucking shot, damnit